R.I.P Cinnamonflamez

you were a kind and noble xanga,

your full year of undying service and

love will be appreaciated forever. you

lived long ripe life, but your z just

became too annoying. rest in peace

cinnamonflamez, dear.

MY NEW XANGA

link->

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=theflavor

ugly

sandpaper wound

raw eyes

red eyes

butcher that bitch

number her

shes a monster

she eats children

the blood drips down her chin

running down her naked body

like cranberry juice

like divine

juicy mango and onion salsa

sex drive and mad heat

honey sensational

caribbean lust

blood and chocolate

burning, poisonous, raww desires and insides

tingling, tripping, stumbling, blind with passion

smooth skin and rough handling

she moves like a feisty, maddened lioness

fire is kindled in her eyes, the evils of life are her expertise

she runs her wicked fingertips along her ripe body like a snake charmer

she is wild, rose-like, heart shaped

an aphrodisiac like no other

touch her and she may swallow you whole

red eyes

raw eyes

butcher that bitch

sandpaper wound

my new xanga is to be called derelicta, however, it is not up and running yet... andd when it is, i'll have this xanga go directly to it anyway... so you wont have to go there on your own. ok? so dont go there! its a disastrophe as of right now!

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FUCK. FUCK. FUCK..aslkfjsdfshsd;fl=]~~~w,ejhskaSJLFHDSFDFJ

fuck. elphaba got run over by a car. we just took her to the vet, and shes not doing very well. we know that shes broken her leg, maybe more. then, after that whole expedite... i took my new passport picture. i look like a criminal. in the picture, my hair looks einsteinish, my eyes are red and puffy, and im smurking. i just couldnt smile, i could only manage a smurk. fuck. i cant go to the beach. i have to take care of her when she comes home (IF SHE COMES HOME??) from the vet

i feel like shit on wings.
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fuck


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:D :D :D :D :D
ok. i just found this hilarous entry written on some random journal. it cheered me up. MOMENTARILY!!
here it is:

At my school almost everyone is caught up in the presidential election. It's probably just me, but I don't understand why a bunch of teenagers should be so concerned. None of us really have our own opinions, it all comes from what our parents say. And even if we did, we can't even vote! It's ridiculous! The worst part is, they make fun of the people who like certain candidates. Mainly one of my best friends, Maxine. She's a democrat, and won't hesitate to tell you so. Last year her binder was covered in anti-Bush slogans, and this year she has an enormous Kerry bumper sticker.

Needless to say, I'm tired of it. It hurts me to see people making fun of my friends. And if that wasn't enough, it's all they talk to me about. "What's the deal with Maxine and Kerry?" they ask. Like I'd know.

But lately they've been talking about the debates. And since I'm friends with Maxine, they automatically assume I also have strong political opinions.

In short, I don't.

I honestly don't care. At all. Really. And yet, every day people come up to me and ask who I want to be president. Apparently saying "I don't care." isn't good enough for them. So they kept asking. And asking. And it got more and more annoying. So a few days ago, at my wit's end, I tore apart my house looking for something to combat the political questions.

The next day at school I marched in, ready. Sure enough, first period, the question came.

Random Boy: Hey, did you watch the presidential debate?

Me: No, I did not. My candidate was not represented.

Random Boy: Oh, so you’re voting for Nader. (I don’t even know how that’s spelled)

Me: No. I am not.

Random Boy: Then who’s your candidate?



I reached into my backpack and proudly pinned a “President Nixon. Now More Than Ever” button on my shirt. The boy stared for a moment.



Random Boy: He’s not running.

Me: So?



Miraculously, the questions stopped.



(Note: I have no idea what Nixon was like as president. I think he might have been the one that resigned. Anyway, it was the only pin I could find. So if he was a crappy president, I don’t want to hear about it.)



EDIT: Okay, so he was a cruddy president. But that doesn't mean he can't do better in 2005!



VOTE NIXON 2005, what are the odds he'll screw up again?

What kind of shoe are you?
You're Lili St. Cyr!

What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

humm. i am no pinup, i say! i have too much dignity (??)

nothing like a good round of quizes to boost my self confidence.

but then, i remember that life isnt a quiz. and that im really an ugly, stupid, boring, fuck face.

darn.

this whole week has been a DRAGGG.

im going to fail... and be single for the rest of my life.

great.

p.s.

as of tomorrow, i am going to pack up my things... and change xangas. my premium ran out yesterday, and i have ten days to pack up. HOWEVER... the "z" finally got to me. cinnamonflames was taken folks.... DONT BLAME ME!!!

ut oh. not only was ALLIE mugged, but my most favoritest place in the whole wide world (my house in seattle) WAS BROKEN INTO!!!!!!!!!!

this week is certainly NOT one of those.... "winner" weeks... infact, it is... a LOSER WEEK.

i really hope that i'll be the one to beat it, but we shall see.

-kumari (the living goddess)

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if cds didnt have a uniform, i'd were black tomorrow. alot of black.

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just had a look around xanga. some people are really going insane.

-and i thought that i was turning into a nutcase.